Thursday, March 11, 2010
i havent got a clue where this blog's heading, but i'll just update for now.
HAHAH.
school this year hasnt been anywhere near great. not that i expected it to be anyway. i started off real slack and even then the stress took its toll on me. fell sick like 3 weeks(?) ago and now i'm more or less okay save the fact that the skin on my palms has been peeling non-stop for the past week.
anyway, i was honestly quite motivated by the "chinese school" video. for those of you who've watched it, you know what it is. obviously i'm NOT gonna love my eraser more or look forward to the propaganda fed into my mind, but i'm gonna work hard. i'll TRY, that is. i can't and i shan't aim to be the top student, i dont intend to sleep at 12.30am every night or camp in the classroom until i'm chased out, but at least i hope to get my As and fare decent enough to be able to choose a nice course. don't think i'd go overseas. especially after my recent sickness i realise i'd probably die if i'm ill and alone somewhere.
& so i shall start mugging. how long it'll last is another matter though. but i should still get started. i dont wanna look back and regret.
&let the music play on