Friday, July 31, 2009
my jaw hurts.. went to extract out my 2nd wisdom tooth ytd. maybe i'll be even more dumb from now on.. ahhahah. for the first tooth i observed the surgeon as he injected my gum wif the anaesthatic, cut my gum with the scapel and scissors drilled and yanked out my tooth, and finally sewed back my gum. this time, i closed my eyes awhile aft the drilling started cos it was abit painful. the 1st time i didnt feel anyth lehh. so the surgeon gave me the jab again. by the time i reopened my eyes, he was cutting the thread alr.. the whole right side of my face up to my ear and below my eye was totally numb lahh.. more anaesthetic but more painful still. i wonder why LOL.
i've got quite alot of hw dis wkend but i really dun feel like doing it lehh. i knw SPA and promos r coming and im alr being bogged down my anxiety but...
&let the music play on
Sunday, July 26, 2009
i've been feeling emo on and off lately... something's up with me, seriously. i wonder what's the cause.
&let the music play on
Sunday, July 12, 2009
I'm starting to get more and more irritated with myself. I keep thinking about my flaws and i keep getting upset over them. & i soooo want to lose some weight. Lately everytime i feel a little past full i'd get so angry with myself. seriously, what's going on?
i knw i'm not as skinny as b4. i've put on weight like nothing since the start of secondary school... So when pple comment that i'm skinny, i get rly skeptical and wonder if they're still seeing the illusion of the me that once was... Cos right now, all i see is weight that needs to be shed.
tell me i'm crazy. wadeva. sth's wrong with me i guess.
&let the music play on
