Friday, September 19, 2008
everything's just going wrong.
tons of work needed to be done, yet they can't be.
i'm worried more than i'm furious
all i want is for things to go smoothly
i can't be bothered by your promises
please, stop acting righteous when you can't keep to the simplest task of turning up when you're expected to. you, of course, are not affected in the very least cos the consequences will be borne by me, not you.
i'm just sick and tired of all these, okay?
&let the music play on
Friday, September 12, 2008
i guess everyone has to deal with it, huh?
it's become a part of it i can't get rid of.
a mutated, dominant allele that continues expressing itself.
trying real hard. maybe just not hard enough?
there's no limit, it's all up to me.
as they say, the ball is in my court.
am i really able to hit it across?
i highly doubt my ability. ninety-nine percent chance i'll give up before trying.
can't help it. 我就是这么没自信。
&let the music play on
Saturday, September 6, 2008
why am i constantly caught in such situations?
i just can't decide, which i better
there's always the flipside to the coin
it isn't as easy as i'd like it to be.
is it just greed to go for that?
or is it too much to go for this?
will it be okay to give that up?
would it better to take this up?
anw i guess the big thing to focus on now is the valley ahead. gotta hit the books!!
&let the music play on
Monday, September 1, 2008
it just feels weird. like something's missing. i never thought i'd feel this way.
should i take time to relax or should i start some hardcore mugging? torn between whether to watch 篮球火 and 黑糖群侠传 or hit the books... ah, priorities. didn't imagine striking a balance to be that difficult. why do i tend to lean to extremes?
i nid an organiser for my thoughts. i nid time to sort em out. my brain nids some serious spring cleaning, i guess.
&let the music play on
