Friday, February 27, 2009
quite... not sure if i should continue in floorball, though it's like 80% im gonna continue... i guess my main worry is my fitness level lahh.. hahah...
anw at least tests are over and i had fun in today's training. haf lots of homework but im still spending time on e com... its been tough for the past 2 weeks and in not looking forward to my results, so i shud relax rite?=P
and the best part is, im falling sick!! how nice..
&let the music play on
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i was hoping to see rita online so that i can ask her how to do chem, but sadly enuf, she's probably studying for math test tmr or sth... uurgh.. and i havent gotten down to that yet. over this wkend i keep feeling the stress getting to my head but i can't seem to focus at all.. this is simply infuriating. all the tchers haf such high expectations for my class... and there's the unspoken expectations from my family as well. i know my parents dun pressurise me but i just feel tt i haf to do well. im just not used to this environment.. must be due to the past 2 yrs of junkers. LOL. but we all did well all the same. i think i found myself once again there. which is why i miss me now..
on that note, i just took a quiz on facebook: what does your bday mean. you won't believe the results...
Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.
Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.
like, LOL!! hahah. sounds weird to me.. mainly the extrovert part i guess.. and why isnt hot pink under my best colours!!! but the shopping part is accurate, i must say=P
i was commenting just now how i wish i could go poly cos it's less stressful and jessie thought i really wantd to go. gave her a huge shock... most pple prob think that smart pple should go jcs, then uni, then get high paying jobs... but some people just can't take that kinda stress that well.. some people like me... throughout the past few years its like the burden's been weighing down on me heavier and heavier... but i'll survive, only wif God's help.
started learning knitting from my mum. it's a great way to destress=D
&let the music play on
Friday, February 20, 2009
just 3 more tests and it'll be over for a while. things get tougher day by day. i never expected it to be any easier anyway. more and more, i learn that i can't rely on myself. i really can't.
in the midst of considering if i should join floorball. hahah.
&let the music play on
Friday, February 13, 2009
i feel so bad cos everyone was giving presents to everyone today... but i didn't have time to get anyth!!! anw i'll be giving em on monday, so i guess it's better than nothing. and mingshin is the WORST. he gave me a piece of foolscap paper wrapped in dunno how many sheets of newspaper and finally mahjong paper... what a nice present.... blehh... i shall re-consider if i wanna give him a present.. LOL.
and i love nadia cos she's agreed to make a blogskin for me... but i havent decided what kind of blogskin i want... we'll see about that..=D
&let the music play on
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
1. tzehui's noise. from shouting, jumping, banging, whatever. i'm too used to that environment already... oops.. hahah.
2. olivia's non-stop chatter. another thing i've gotton too used to.
3. siewlin's encouragements. it always cheers me up=)
4. Fran & Yanpeng & Zhenxi's singing. you gals rock my world!!!
5. Fengye's pinching. ahhahah.
6. Huiyee's complaints. UURGH! i can't believe i'm missing this, of all things!! (i don't miss the sunblock. doubt i ever will.)
7. Jhosy's kawaii-ness. keep smiling gurl=D
8. Lerae, nicole, judith, lyt's screamings. LOL
9. Nadia's expressions.
10. Neo Hui Yan Eileen's CACKLE!
11. Tan Yantong's nonsense.. she says wenrui looks like a camel lol
12. Tay Yiling's & Clarine Sim's pro-ness and madness.
13. Wong Lixin's accidents. and she passed it to me. thanks man.. =P
14. WOO yueting's gayness. classmates for 4 years le. from the crazy gal to the still insane chairperson, iloveyou!! ahhahah.
15. none of the 6 guys are sane either. esp minzhang. looks sane enuf but in actual fact is 100x lamer than expected. and wenrui with his infectious laughter. mingshin with his weird theories and arguments. zeming and his boggle set that set a whole new trend in 4j. justin and his constant ponning. lianbing with his smile.
16. AND I MISS JOANNE NG! i loved lang arts lessons so so much. i never thought any lesson could get so fun, and she leaves sch.... =(
17. i miss ms khang's lessons also. maybe cos she's too nice. hahah.
18. i miss mr lee's maths lessons with his lame jokes. they were always so random!!
19. and luoyusi's high pitched voice.
there're many many more. can't write them all out. some of them i can't believe im missing them, but i am. After reading the yearbook dedications today, i realised with a pang of sadness how 4J has already been part of my life, the moments we shared already deeply ingrained in my memories. The feeling of loss came so suddenly i don't even know how to deal with it. Sure, i'll be seeing you guys around in sch sometime, but it's just not gonna be the same ever again without the junkers' atmosphere... I love you guys. all of you.
&let the music play on
