Tuesday, December 15, 2009
do you know what it's like to be lied to and stood up by the person you regard as your best friend? although i doubt those occasions were on purpose, it doesnt feel good at all.
i can only come up with the following reasons:
1. She no longer treats me as her best friend, i.e. she doesnt take much notice of how i feel anym
2. She doesnt trust me enough to tell me everything. Cos i'm just one out of the crowd of friends she has, perhaps even from the beginning. 亏我还这么在乎她。
3. It's my fault.
HURT. worse, it's not the first time. not the same person, but a similar case. it seems the wound that never really healed properly is gonna open up again. looks like it's probably my fault.
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no comments on this post, please. i just need to let it out. treat it as one of my emo posts.
&let the music play on
